"Let me help you pay for it.." I said, kissing her cheek.
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"Let me help you pay for it.." I said, kissing her cheek.
I shook my head and then shook it again,"No... Jez... No..."
"Sweetie I don't need any of this money.. I don't want it. You need it.. Or.." I looked into her eyes. "How about.. You work for my parents? In their kitchen or something.. They have a lot of parties.. If you cater them, they'll pay you well, I'll make sure of it. But in the mean time, let me help you so you won't have to move right away."
"I don't want any charity... I've worked my way here my entire life... I... I just..." I shook my head and rested my face in my hands.
"This isn't charity Amy. I want you to finish college and pursue your dreams because yes you did work hard and you deserve it. Please, let me help you baby.." I kissed her head. "I love you." I whispered.
I just leaned into her and wiped my eyes,"Do you think if your parents hired me they would let me live there?"
"Yes. They would if I asked them." I answered. I kissed her forehead. "Everything will be okay.."
"I feel so empty,"I whispered as I rubbed my swolen eyes.
"I'm sorry.." I whispered, rubbing her back. I felt guilty. I wished I could help..
"C-can you help my pack? My room?"I looked up at her, sighing.
I kissed her cheek. "Are you sure you don't want to wait until I talk to my parents?" I asked.
"I have to move out of the dorm whether they take me in or not..."I said quietly, shrugging.
I sighed. "Okay darling.."
I nodded and looked up at her,"Are we okay? You and me?"
I nodded and kissed her lips. "Yes. We're okay."
I nodded and laid down on her bed,"Good... I couldn't do this without you..."
I laid down next to her and wrapped an arm around her. "I'll always be here for you."
I forced a smile and rubbed her arm,"I love you..."
I smiled and looked into her eyes. "I love you too.."
I leaned up and pecked her lips weakly.
I slowly pulled away and sighed. "You should get some sleep.."
"Can I stay?"I asked quietly, looking up at her.
I nodded. "Yes." I answered, holding her close.
I leaned up and kissed her softly, pulling her close. I was grateful for her, but I wouldn't let her pay for my education...
I wrapped my arms around her, kissing her back gently. It's been a while since we've shared a nice kiss.
I savor we the tender sensation before going for another, leaning in closer to her.
I gently squeezed her hips as I deepened the kiss slightly, running my fingers through her soft hair.
I pulled away and rested my face into her neck,"This is gonna be hard for me, you know..."
"What is?" I asked, frowning, as I absentmindedly stroked her hair.
"Leaving school... I'm not going to be myself,"I warned quietly.
"I already told you, you're staying in school. You've gone too far to turn back. It'll break your heart if you can't continue and I won't sit back and watch it. You're staying in school."
"No Jez... I'm not,"I said quietly as I shook my head,"You and your family are not paying..."
"I gave you a damn good offer, Amy. Work for my parents. We won't be paying, you will be earning it."
"Working a cook and being paid is so different from working and them paying for my schooling. That's a huge debt!"
"Wouldn't it be worth it in the end? You worked so hard already. You need to finish school. You'll thank me later."
"Jez, I can't be in debt to anyone, especially someone I'm romantically tied to... I don't want anything to go wrong,"I said quietly, worried and scared.
"I promise you, it will all be okay. You can pay off your debt catering to my parent's parties. You won't have to do anything else."
"But what if something happens to us? What then?"
"Then you'll keep going on as things were. Even if something happens to us, I'd still want you to finish school."
"Jez... They've already kicked me out.. We can't... I just.. Your parents could say no!"I looked up at her, into her eyes,"What if they say no?"