J U S T P O S T -- A Story by Cows Go Moo

[Cows Go Moo]

Hello all!

As many of you know, I've been getting back into RPing on WTFRPG which means lots of posts, profiles, and promises. I figure that it's easier to post my current status here rather than repeating the same statements in whatever thread I may have accidentally neglected. Feel free to chat with me here, write reminders, or generally call me out for ignoring you since there are many times when I think that I've replied without actually doing so.

Some things you should know:
-Fall quarter has started
-I am taking 14 units over the course of ten weeks basically
-I have classes 4 days a week, early morning with an internship on Friday that spans 2-4 hrs (not including travel time)
-Typically posts will come at night
-I am living on PDT (3hrs behind EST or 8hrs behind GMT)
-Sunday church is 1-3pm I think. I really have no idea lol

Other than that, I will let you know what comes up

[Cows Go Moo]

Fuck, looks like I'll have to post Monday. Ended up being super busy today and I have to wake up 6am tmrw ): Super sorry to everyone who it's currently waiting on me! I promise I will post in the afternoon since I only have two classes tomorrow and a few chapters of reading to study. Still trying to adjust to my new sleep schedule

[Cows Go Moo]

The goal this weekend is to play catch up. League, physics, biochemistry for sure, and trusty FST class (though it's just a lab report). I want to go to Bizzaro too to build my Frog deck but my parents are visiting on the weekend again. They came yesterday because of a not-so-good-thing happening to me so I got to make time for that. It's all very sad and maddening because we didn't do much in physics lecture so it all rides on lab...which we didn't finish b/c the TA had to make up for the lack of teaching.

I won't let this get in the way of posting but damn if it's not annoying to get around.

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I think on my way to internship I will try to work on my posts for rewind, finish gatekeeper's personality (not satisfied with it's length), maswuerade, and pilgrims of ith

[Cows Go Moo]

I haven't seen a single number in this physics class. BIS 102 is basically CHE 2B: Electric Boogaloo. I just want to RP and play League/YGO/DOTA 2 ;__;

[Cows Go Moo]

I have a midterm next week and probably homework due (to be posted) so I won't be very active. Maybe a post or two at a time. I feel like I might just put a pause on second characters all together since the more I want to make them, the more I realize that integration will be harder. I'm also going to put a hard cap of 11:30PM to be off the computer (funny b/c I'm posting this at 12:06) because it's tiring me out when I wake up in the morning.

[Cows Go Moo]

right now I'm ugly crying in a public bathroom because my boyfriend won't pick up the phone and the last few days have been shit. Can't study, can't concentrate, don't want to. Won't whatever. I just didn't try hard enough and it's like this every fucking quarter. After almost three years of college I still don't have my shit together. I mean it works out in the end, kind of but usually because I do well in lab, on quizzes, whatever. Not this time though. My luck has finally run out or maybe karma is catching up with me. Who the fuck knows? The point is that I got fucked on the quiz, am getting fucked in bio, and my midterm was a big, fat disappointment. I don't even fucking like this class. It's nothing but random facts shoved into 50min before sending us home to read a textbook where we'll actually learn.

Lab though. Lab though. Lab is why I'm here. I got 6 (out of 20) points knocked off for having too many significant figures. Really? Really?! Like being overly precise is going to ruin your/my data? Like having zeros after the numbers makes that much of a difference? Please let me know how 16 versus 16.000 makes a difference, saves a life, kills a person versus 45 and 0.000000045. Not even my chem classes cared that much. Like yeah man, fuck that all my data was numerically correct just fuck it. Could have drawn rainbows and butterflies. Means the same thing. It means I'm a goddamn idiot.

I didn't even want to go to college. FST just happened to be the closest thing to doing what I wanted to do in life. I just convinced everyone else of that so my parents would allow me to move away. They wouldn't let me be anything that didn't have "UC" or "CSU" stamped on its ass. They wouldn't even let me leave the state. In an Asian household you are better off keeping things bottled up because they take any sign of unhappiness as an affront to their parenting abilities and it goes double for mine, except they pretend I'm always happy with what they do, even if I say otherwise or try to defy them. I told myself that I would just sit and learn to take it, but it's not fair that I have to.

I don't know what I'm going to do if I don't pass with high marks this quarter/get this lab dropped but I don't want it to involve my parents anymore or school or this stupid major.

I have to bike to class soon but I suppose I'll get a post up when I can. At least when I RP I'm not a constant fuck up.

[Cows Go Moo]

I finished posting. I did the it.

[Cows Go Moo]

My computer needs to be repaired so I will be slow on the posts

[Cows Go Moo]

My winter quarter schedule has been tentatively figured out and as usual I'm trying for 15 units. It's much more compact now which means more time I can manage! Tomorrow my father is bringing up the netbook so yay solid posting again? Really sorry for the delays everybody.

[Cows Go Moo]

Apparently my C drive is corrupted so that's why my computer kept asking me to run chkdsk, which I did after years and years of Startup Repair. Either I or my dad will try to repair it, but again I'll have the Dell here with me (hopefully with good systems in place). So yes I will still be posting with some frequency (BIS 102 midterm over and out).

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EDIT: NVM

[Cows Go Moo]

One day I will update my layouts, not today though. Today I'm just trying to finish my work and then pack for break. Idk it'd I will be online much but I'll try

[Cows Go Moo]

Been gone for finals. Soz guys :/ I will post wherever needed.

[Cows Go Moo]

Am I the only one who feels like this site is dead? Well in case anyone is still interested in finding me I'm also on RPGateway and the places listed in my signature. I also check Mene from time to time, but eh.

[Xavirne]

ERMERGERD. I need to add you on LoL. XD

[Cows Go Moo]

You play too? Nice nice. And unrelated, but thanks to you I'm checking out Ladybug and Cat Noir xD

[Cows Go Moo]

Not much has changed, though I no longer use Skype really and my computer can't run Overwatch no matter how much I want it to

I still roleplay (on RoleplayGatewa) and if anyone wants to, I would love to run something light whether it's text based or more DnD style (I actually have an idea for something Halloween/Monster Prom themed).

Anyway, I hope to see at least a few faces around here

[Cows Go Moo]

I originally had this as an edit, but given how long it's been I decided to make this its own post.

You may have also seen me necro a few old RPs and make a new character for no reason. tbh I'm not really expecting a response so much as just replying for my own closure I guess? There are some roleplays that I wish I made more of an effort in participating in. Though I know that nobody really goes on this website anymore it is interesting seeing how much much my writing style and character interpretation has changed over the years I've been gone.

If anyone wishes for me to edit out my post let me know and I will gladly do so.

Other than that, I wish everyone an early,, Happy Halloween.

[Cows Go Moo]

Came back on a whim and it looks like there's not really anyone on here anymore which is a shame because I really enjoyed everyone here! If anyone has recommendations of more active websites or wants to start something I would be down for that c: